Suddenly I find myself lonely

I’m facing and wating. Suddenly I find myself how lonely while I bow my head looking up WhatsApp and LINE. I think it’s all because of the TED video I watched 2 days ago. Connected, but alone?

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我想是由於前兩天看了TED的影片:聯絡仍舊孤單

低頭查看WhatAppLINE,突然間發現自己原來感到如此孤單——當面對、等待著的時候。

 

I might forget, or say ignore the feeling deep in my heart. Although I contact only one person by these APPs. Just that one make me disappointed and feel so lone. It seems that she doesn’t has this problem I have. She uses her iPhone like life cannot go without it but throw it up floors while not want anyone disturb her. She connect with everyone not only by iPhone but catch up with them when she has time. I guess she can handle the distance between people and her.


是忘了,或是故意忽略我心深處的感受?儘管用APP只跟一個人聯絡,就足以令我沮喪而孤單。她似乎沒有這樣的問題,好像沒有iPhone不行,不想被打擾時卻又可以把手機丟著不管。不只用iPhone跟大家聯絡,沒事也約出來見面。我想她非常能處理自己跟大家的距離。

 

And I ? I think it might my self colsing save me from indulge in mobile and networks these years while Bow Group become more and more.  I’m not accustomed to contact others and say things without meaning. It doesn’t matter my mobile exists or not. I didn’t notice it’s so easy to drag me through the mud. All I know were the anxiety from mobile and facebook , and now WhatApp or LINE. Even all my expection is from one person. Several times I stopped my facebook account, and often turn off my mobile. So I misunderstand myself not falling in this big stream. But the truth is, just only one person, I falled  when I start expect. And then ? Alone.

 

我呢?當低頭族愈來愈多,我想是自己自閉的傾向才讓我沒有沉溺在手機網路之中,因為我甚至不習慣跟人接觸,無意義的話懶得說,這已經不是有沒有手機的問題。於是我沒有發現原來自己是這麼容易被拉下水。只是注意到手機跟facebook帶給我的焦慮感,現在更多了WhatAppLINE——即使我只是期望著一個人。好幾次我停用facebook帳號、也常常關掉手機。我誤以為自己沒有被拖入這股洪流之中。事實卻是,當我對一個人開始期待,就已然淪陷。然後?孤單。

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